Friday, January 22, 2010

寂寞啊 =(

我啊。。当面对陌生的女生时,我总是会离他们一段距离或是不敢直视对方。
并不是因为我高傲哦~只是我会自卑和缺乏信心而已啦,而且面对时非常地不习惯。
我不想跟对我没有感觉的女生很熟就算我非常地喜欢她,
因为啊。。我不想再发生像中二那种事了,都是单恋的。
不要为了期望而迎来了失望,我可不想放真感情在她们身上,毕竟我的致命伤害是身高,
而且去买衣服时每次看中的衣服都没我的尺寸,搞到最后穿到不适合了就走了,遗憾啊。

有时夜深人静时,我都会想如果我是女儿身该多好,不高不肥的。。脾气收检下应该会很好。
虽然有时心情会变了另个人似的。。但我还觉得命运就是如此。。好好加油做个男子气概的人。
偶尔发梦都会梦见和一位女生在恋爱着,我一直享受着那种滋味和感觉。。
之前我一遇到我喜欢的对象,我就冲动地买了生日礼物或是很想帮忙她们的说,
但每次我都被当成干哥和笨蛋似的,好像感觉被利用了。。想想还真傻呀~
我是真的非常期待有女生爱慕我和谈恋爱的那天到来。。感觉机会真渺小。。唉~
不知不觉谈恋爱也成了我梦想之一。。。。

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Party for 大家姐 Wendy-yan

During the afternoon, Hing say he feel bored and come to find me. After I chat with him, I continue my work on my car. (Polish and Cleaning)

At the 5.00pm, I wear the half formal shirt last time I bought at the Timesquare (我很看重这次佩欣的生日,因为是第一次所以要给他特别的回忆). First I go get the birthday cake~Tiramisul-, then fetch Zeo and ZhenHui. Like what I say, this time celebration is the first time we celebrate for Wendy, so I hope all will attend. After fetch Jeronn, he brought us go to the WeiLing working location. Wohoo~ perfect...WeiLing also have attend the party.

Our plan have a bit problem so we meeting and discussing at the DESA playground roundabout there. Jeronn say out the plan, Kian and me agree with what his planning. The first location---老招牌. Today many first time to me, know the ZhenHui house, WeiLing working place, 老招牌, go LookOutPoint with my best best friends and celebrate Wendy birthday...Wow...awesome...a lot of memory ^^. After taking our dinner, I lead the way go to Ampang...Yeaaah~my plan is running. We find a seat at the Gas Online, I am so happy I can bring them come here take a lot and capture for the night view. We switch off the light, take out the birthday cake and singing birthday song to Wendy. I hope Wendy will happy and remember about this night. Happy Birthday Wendy.

When reach home, It is about 12.30am. I go take a bath and continue online. Although I am exhausted but I still can on MSN chat with a girl d friend from 1.00am until 4.00am. 3 hours chating...quite crazy~

I am so so so many many happy lah....

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Ampang Lookout Point

Haha, i am kinda bad lah...keep put aeroplane to my friends for absent the class. I have the excuse lor...because this afternoon i got meeting with my important friends to discuss some important thing...so so so ho...didn't attend the 2.00pm class lor...Then 4.00pm class i also didn't go oh...I have the reason =) because i need to go Ampang Lookout Point to make sure the road and confirm that day i go with my friends i won't get lost. Sorry my friends XD
Today go Ampang also very blur lor...because of the mini t-junction i miss out the road~walao...very crazy lor...waste a lot of petrol and time at there...Fortunely finally i also reach the destination =). Kekex...thanks my friends and god. Exciting on that special day.