Chin Hui Birthday Celebration

Stay at home super boring...finally wait until today have the gathering again. Today i thought the gathering set on around 7.00pm, at 6.00pm i still playing game but after i hear Zeo Ng what he said i just realized i get wrong time...we met on 7.00pm.

No choice have to action now...during the time fetch my friends quite long...wait wait wait=_=, and still in busy hour...many cars make traffic jam. After i reach the Chatz Room meet the Jeronn, I feel i have the mood to talking and long time see my friends feel very exciting. But don't know why i can't sense other friends have the same mood with me...no enthusiasm at all, just Zeo,Andrew and Jeronn...and me very high already.

After take the dinner, we choose to go WangsaWalk for "berlepak-lepak" because no one agree karaoke @_@ mabey there SUX~We choose Bowling....well....no slot for us....choose children playground again=_=....play same thing....Basketball Shooter Machine....158pts...not bad la ^^ break my old record 123 already...

At11.00pm all have already go home, hmm......i feel the time we together was very short,not enough for me to enjoy my happy. Tonight i very happy because we have gathering!!!

FRIENDSHIP.......bravo~~~(万岁)

PLKN Kem De Bana S1/K6/09 - Gathering

This is the first time that i try to organize an event for gathering, I feel very strange to held the event and I am introversion boy, not sporting at all and shy. My sister call me try to organize because long time no together after PLKN all no contact to each other. Then, I try to become the creator and invite my Charlie group members.
Date : 1 MAY 2010

Time : 11.30am - 4.00pm

Venue : Timesquare 5th floor Ampang Superbowl

This morning after I have the breakfast with father, I drive the car and go to WangsaMaju take LRT go to DangWangi, then change to Monorail from BukitNanas to Imbi. This also is my first time I alone go to the Timesquare, I feel very weird and interesting. At 11.40am I reach the Ampang Superbowl, but didn't see anyone at there. It is because my sister change to food court. After i heard, I feel a bit anger for that because suddenly change to 10th floor food court no inform to me. I thought at the food court the members who attend are very less and less, about 5-6 people but I was wrong. The people attend include me have 7 people but still have 2 people are coming. Wow! sound interesting, It is a big numbers to me, because most of members are from outstation like Johor, so that they are unable to attend the gathering. Got 1 Malay member reach but she are not attending the gathering. Once we all gather at the food court we go to 欢喜地 to have our lunch. During eating, 1 more Malay boy member is attending the gathering. We talk about the time when PLKN and gossip, I can't join to their conversation because at the camp I not sporting at all, feel sad T_T and bore @_@.

Around 2.30pm we going to plan for entertainment, we was thinking go to where...
Karaoke cannot!! Got Malay boy...although got the slot also cannot go sing.
Watch movie...sorry friend, many customers crowded in the line waiting for ticket.
Bowling...sorry brother...full also
So what choice!? go for 打机场 and "berlepak-lepak" at there.

At there play until 4.00pm...walao I also feel boring and tired because there are noisy and not suitable for us stay at there. The event I set end at 4.00pm so some of the member already going to back =(, sad~ sob sob T_T, I not yet exhausted for my exciting and playful mood. Luckily still left 2 boys 3 girls, Me,Malay and the girls. We follow the girls go shopping, pass few min the Malay boy are leaving already,left me one boy stay there but I decide stay with them, because still have my sister at there, haha...I want to know more about her,like that shopping here and there, around 6.00 we are going back too but outside raining heavily so we have no choice and stay there 喝茶, we go to Gasoline to have our tea, the environment in the restaurant not bad...can feel the stone age generation because we seem are seating in the caves. 8.00pm we are leaving, we all are same take the monorail to back but different station.

Today is quite fun although boys are lesser until 1 boy 3 girls stay there.Don't know why I feel very happy and energy during shopping with them, mabey have someone also with us therefore I feel so happy.

Keke, I am waiting and exciting for 8 MAY 2010 too, enjoy ya (^_<)

伦理

人，不是平等的

出生以来就有脚程快之人，美貌之人

父母贫困之人，拥有病弱躯体之人

出生，成长，才能，人类全部，各不相同

人就是为了被差别对待而存在的

所以人类才会争斗，竞争

在这之中便产生了信徒

不平等并不是邪恶

平等才是邪恶

Created by Rebellion Lelouch 2

变质了 LIFE CHANGE

之前的烦恼是又幼稚又自讨苦吃的，但是直到最近今年2010的烦恼还真多到喘不过气来。。。
我也快崩溃了，不仅是学业问题、前途问题、金钱问题、家庭问题甚至是爱情问题都快烦死我了。

学业问题

在拉曼学院读Certificate到七七八八快毕业时，一直烦着过后Diploma要去哪一科比较适当呢?
Public Relation - 全部都是Writing Skills的而且还要搞Event和Public Speaking，这几样我几乎都不擅长如果要过关我看也是要Resit的啦，不过找工的范围很广。

Advertising - 一看到这就知道要用脑啦。。。必须必备Creative和Design的技巧。。。我这种脑更本就追不上，而且Drawing和Sketching我也不太喜欢。

Broadcast - 又是嘴上功夫＝＝，而且加上只能找到广播以内的工作。。。我不喜欢。

Journalism - 写写写。。。Research和Writing，不然就做paparazzi玩追踪和报道新闻，Speaking又要好，不喜欢。

Media Studies - 关于媒体的知识，又是得去Research和Writing然后登报纸。。。看报纸就会啦叫我做Writer还是Producer，难咯～

Multimedia.D - 我想试试申请去另一个Division读这科的，但是还得看看运气批不批准，这科怎样难我看都能请教祖盛和益康的，工作方面我也有兴趣。

前途问题

由于学业的去向都还搞不定，多多少少也会影响到我的前途，而且只读了Cert.Level就停下来是不可能的咯，所以需要继续Diploma.Level，读完Diploma没意外的话都已经大约２３岁，总觉得这年龄才开始踏上社会好像迟了很多，而且只是Diploma。。不能期望太大，此外我也想快赚点钱好让爸妈享福，哥哥他们打工多年赚些钱却未曾带过我们出去吃好一些些的山珍海味，总觉得爸爸太辛苦了。。一部分也是为了筹结婚而用的钱、买房和买车的钱。

金钱问题

说金钱。。我不知应该如何说起。
从以前我爸就把多余的钱开始投资想说赚多点钱帮帮我们这些孩子能过好一些，怎知道从多余的钱用到缺钱。。。最近又被(STG)集团骗走一笔钱（还好我的朋友没被我骗走一笔钱，但是两位朋友也够让我后悔了）。
来来去去这十几年已经亏了１３０千多，我们也不知该说没发财的命运还是自己笨，也不能说早知道拿这些钱去做生意。。早知道就没乞丐咯～还没结束呢。。后来爸爸又帮我们这些孩子买了保险，又是一笔钱。。唉～又从爸爸身上用了一笔，我们兄弟的车又是爸爸提供的，大哥有了钱却不买一辆比较经济的新车，把车还给爸。。可怜爸爸要带我们出门吃晚餐时驾着我的"小小蓝"出门，所以我才说爸爸好辛苦呢！

家庭问题

不知怎么了。。我妈近年收集垃圾的习惯和疑心病越来越严重了，不管是什么都堆积如山然后就懒得也不动它们。天啊～这叫我怎能不管？
这是我家！于是一开始我是想整理好家里一切的，但这时妈妈就会处处阻扰我且痛骂我。每当我收拾家里时我都会看到许多纸张和一些多余的东西，我把它们丢去垃圾桶，然后第二天妈妈有时会SPORTCHECK放回家里。。。
哇老～这叫我如何不气愤啊？直到最近我顶撞妈妈的次数越来越多了，因为我发觉我家好像已经不是人住的地方了。。。
第一，冰箱塞满了一堆东西透气不来，而且是两个冰箱。。。你说两个冰箱还可能不够装吗？他还说东西很多所以要堆到满满。。然后弄坏了冰箱又是一笔钱。

第二，每次煮饭都煮多多完全不留情，甚至到了晚上也是煮满满好让明天下午不用再煮了，我帮他煮刚好他还说我傻的吝啬到死，说饭桶里没饭好难看。。我快气疯了。。不是米桶没米才难看吗？。。。
第三，每次我收拾好的地方空空的，他一定补回上去把它对满然后不理。。过后我问妈妈做么放了不整理一下，他说养我将大做么不回帮他收拾么？。。不然他就说我喜欢做什么就做什么不用你管。。。
第四，有时吃饭配菜都需要小心翼翼，我妈可能把过期的食物和新鲜的食物一起煮，因为他不甘丢掉觉得还能吃。。。我吃都吃到怕了！

第五，最近才发生的，有一次晚上我爸爸看到门口前怎么堆了一堆东西就好奇地问了妈妈。妈妈竟然说我把东西放在那里没你的事不用你管，我爸听了气爆了直接踢了桌子一下，我妈还说你敢就踢多一下，爸又踢了一下，妈又说你敢就弄大声一点吵醒邻居，我爸真的是顶不顺了直接去拿了一把椅子摔爆椅子，我妈欠打的又说你以为你将我就怕你哦！？我爸真的忍无可忍了把桌子上东西统统扫下，看到茶杯想都不想立刻把它摔爆了，搞得整间屋子都有玻璃碎。过后爸的气有点消了，我就开始打扫家里。。我妈竟幼稚的说东西是爸摔坏的叫他扫，我说我爸正在气头上那可能会去扫呢？而且我也是家的一份子不可能放着不关吧？说是谁错其实两位都有错，妈是火种爸是忍无可忍了。。。但是事后我妈认为全都是爸爸发疯的错自己一点错也没有，我。。我。。真的没办法了。当时家里只有我和爸爸妈妈，发生时吓得我不知如何是好，好害怕好担心好伤心。。那天晚上睡觉时我偷哭了，我好害怕爸妈会离婚，好担心日后日子怎样走，好伤心事情怎么会严重到这种地步。快要无路可走了！

爱情问题

谈到这问题，我根本没门。我已经没目标可冲了、没缘份可求了、没资格可追了，统统都是不可能的了。
我只可以静静地等，等到那一位能多一些关心我、多一些照顾我、多一些注意我和多一些跟我聊，然后我只能慢慢的感受那种甜甜温暖的滋味但是万万不能爱上她，因为这将会隔绝我和她的关系。

很久没写了，一部分是我懒了，一部分是我的生活开始变质了。

拜年哟~

早上9.00多起床后，买了roti canai来当早餐，吃饱就洗车和梳洗一番后11.00就出发奕健楼下出发。计划有点更改所以我先拜访康康家，随后就是奕健、佩欣、永琪、我、祖盛和微玲的家。拜完年已经快接近下午4.00了，我比较赞成驾车去因为如果去到很夜的话，会比较安全和方便而且我也想认多点路口。起头去的时候是以奕健的车为头的，但是后来红绿灯的缘故导致越走越远了= =，过后我们就各自去LOT10RedBox，托祖盛和益康的福，以他们的直觉和经验最终来到了目的地。我们在唱K的时候因某些事故导致一点的纠纷，但后来还是开开心心地唱下去...我觉得非常的尽心了...乱喊乱叫的..哈哈~几爽下的哦。到了晚上8.00多，我还以为这次能跟好奕健车回去= =后来又跟丢了，还好又托益康和祖盛的直觉和经验，我们走出另一条路回去了。最后我们晚餐以大排挡唯一挡口解决了，我们还聊天聊了很久下...这感觉真爽。

For my opinion la 如果下一年拜年的话我们先拜完年再作打算去哪玩咯...不然换去明天再去玩...当天只纯拜年...因为如果好像今天将为了唱k,而赶到这样子太不值得了,而且呆别人家几分钟就走了好像目的只是压岁钱...怪不好意思的而且很没礼貌。

寂寞啊 =(

我啊。。当面对陌生的女生时，我总是会离他们一段距离或是不敢直视对方。
并不是因为我高傲哦~只是我会自卑和缺乏信心而已啦，而且面对时非常地不习惯。
我不想跟对我没有感觉的女生很熟就算我非常地喜欢她，
因为啊。。我不想再发生像中二那种事了，都是单恋的。
不要为了期望而迎来了失望，我可不想放真感情在她们身上，毕竟我的致命伤害是身高，
而且去买衣服时每次看中的衣服都没我的尺寸，搞到最后穿到不适合了就走了，遗憾啊。
有时夜深人静时，我都会想如果我是女儿身该多好，不高不肥的。。脾气收检下应该会很好。
虽然有时心情会变了另个人似的。。但我还觉得命运就是如此。。好好加油做个男子气概的人。
偶尔发梦都会梦见和一位女生在恋爱着，我一直享受着那种滋味和感觉。。
之前我一遇到我喜欢的对象，我就冲动地买了生日礼物或是很想帮忙她们的说，
但每次我都被当成干哥和笨蛋似的，好像感觉被利用了。。想想还真傻呀~
我是真的非常期待有女生爱慕我和谈恋爱的那天到来。。感觉机会真渺小。。唉~
不知不觉谈恋爱也成了我梦想之一。。。。

Party for 大家姐 Wendy-yan

During the afternoon, Hing say he feel bored and come to find me. After I chat with him, I continue my work on my car. (Polish and Cleaning)

At the 5.00pm, I wear the half formal shirt last time I bought at the Timesquare (我很看重这次佩欣的生日，因为是第一次所以要给他特别的回忆). First I go get the birthday cake~Tiramisul-, then fetch Zeo and ZhenHui. Like what I say, this time celebration is the first time we celebrate for Wendy, so I hope all will attend. After fetch Jeronn, he brought us go to the WeiLing working location. Wohoo~ perfect...WeiLing also have attend the party.

Our plan have a bit problem so we meeting and discussing at the DESA playground roundabout there. Jeronn say out the plan, Kian and me agree with what his planning. The first location---老招牌. Today many first time to me, know the ZhenHui house, WeiLing working place, 老招牌, go LookOutPoint with my best best friends and celebrate Wendy birthday...Wow...awesome...a lot of memory ^^. After taking our dinner, I lead the way go to Ampang...Yeaaah~my plan is running. We find a seat at the Gas Online, I am so happy I can bring them come here take a lot and capture for the night view. We switch off the light, take out the birthday cake and singing birthday song to Wendy. I hope Wendy will happy and remember about this night. Happy Birthday Wendy.

When reach home, It is about 12.30am. I go take a bath and continue online. Although I am exhausted but I still can on MSN chat with a girl d friend from 1.00am until 4.00am. 3 hours chating...quite crazy~

I am so so so many many happy lah....